My Sorrows

I can hardly believe it. He’s being nasty almost every day. Telling me I do not know how to pronounce my name and that it would translate to something like "Aleezay" in english and that I am really blind and stuff like this. Also, I told him that he could call me Love or Ma chérie, since girls call me that, but he said that it’s impossible for him to call me that because it would mean something to me

I am really pissed off. I keep repeating that if he doesn’t like me he should just block me and delete me. What’s the point talking to someone you don’t like ey? It’s just a stupid waste of time. I just acted the way he always acts towards me this afternoon and he didn’t like it. He told me to just stop talking to him right now. I refuse, and I told him that he should block me and delete me and forget about me. I can’t understand someone being that stubborn about a "friendship". Geez, when I don’t like someone I don’t force myself to talk to them. It’s just so fucking stupid. He will never do it and thus I will never be in peace; because I can’t block and delete him. It’s not possible… Actually, I’ve been crying all afternoon, even the other … well whatever she is now … doesn’t understand me and sides with him. So that’s great, I can prepare myself to say goodbye to the both of them. I should just stop being friends with human and start living entirely in my little world. AND FUCKING FIT REALITY ENTIRELY TO MYSELF.