My Joys

I am ashamed of myself for I always write about the same person. I guess it shows how much I care about him. 

Last thursday, he was acting like a fool, implying things and saying "What about : piss off?" as I was asking him to say "goodnight", instead of a mere "night"… I thought it was quite rude, even though he is never quite serious about anything (except when it comes to my life…). So, I just left and never showed up for the next three days and I also switched off my phone. On sunday night, I had to switch it on and had two texts from him. I burst out into tears when I read them. He said : "I do hope that you didn’t get insulted by my stupid sense of humour." and "If I did, then I am sorry. Didn’t mean to." He had never said he was sorry for something in the past… So I was upset because I worried him, I can’t imagine him worry about me. I know he did in the past. But recently, he is rather "distant" and… I tried to make him confess that he was worried, he was not too keen on doing it, but finally said : "I turned out to be [worried]." If I had known that he would worry, I wouldn’t have done that… Even though it is one of the cutest things about him : worrying all the time. 

I guess it shows he doesn’t want me to go away and that despite everything, he likes me…