My Joys

Back for the second time in a month, but, this time, he came back willingly…

I guess he was worrying, which is the cutest thing about him… He is so sweet. He seems to love some people so much that he really gets upset for nothing. Boys rarely show this.

I am not sure, but he suddenly texted me on saturday evening while I was hanging out with friends. When I saw it was him… I didn’t believe it. He was saying : "Say what? o_O". I answered him that I had no idea what he was talking about and he said "Your last text in French". I didn’t translate it for him, only saying that I was probably drunk when I sent it. But, I am pretty sure the fact of not understanding my words worried him, probably thinking that I was announcing my suicide or something like that. He wouldn’t have done that if I had sent him a text in english.

He was right to be mad at me anyway, but he just doesn’t understand what he means to me and that’s why it doesn’t work well all the time, because he doesn’t want to keep the love feeling alive. He wants me back as a friend, but I cannot give him that…